Love Poisoning

Geezz...is it a sin to be suffered from love poisoning?

Adam is pretty "sick" now, he came up to me and said she thought the waitress @ the chinese restaurant looks like Mariko!! I thought Jason was just joking about Adam having a crush on this gal, but then, now it's so obviously it's more than a joke...I just need to pray for him, as he just talked to me about this, maybe he thought I can understand him better than anyone else in our team. I'm willing to be his listener.

I am suffering from love poisioning on and off rite now. Yesterday I felt good that "he" is not around, but today I was kinda sad that he was away...for the soccer game. I was so "lum" when I watched him play frisbee today...aiyaya...that sucks...

After hearing the story about Jessica and Ben, I am really considering to tell him about my feelings...at this moment, I'm pretty sure it's more than a crush now (Damm!!) becoz I got a little bit jealous when I saw him getting close with Japanese gals...but when I saw Adam talking to Mariko, I don't get jealous...so I can see there is a difference btw my feelings to him and other boys. I know he doesn't look at me the way I want him to, but I don't want to regret I never tell him I like him. I think I will be okay even after telling him I like him, I can pretend I did not say anything. AHHHHHHH!! I want some advice, but I don't think any gal besides Jessica is the right person to talk with.

What should I do? Sometimes I am okay about him, but the struggling feeling always attack when I am not prepared.

anyway, I was totally forget about him when I was working for God. I had my first Godly conversation in Japan with a gal called Kaori from Kangaku. I dunno how much she understands, but I'm sure that God will continue his work on her!! We will win her for God for Sure!! God is rocking in Japan!