Am I making him painful?

I dunno!!
I love him....just as a brother in Christ, no more than that!! Even though I really appreciate his love for me...He came again...and gave me birthday present, but he said he came mainly for her sister's bday, that makes me feel better

but after telling Claire, what she said made me feel a little guilty. Seems like i'm trying to take advantage of him or something like that coz i never say "sorry we can only be friends" stuff like that...ai..i dunno ar...not like i'm afraid of losing his kindness to me, but i'm more afraid of losing the friendship (at my view u know) with him...

Mamie was trying to counsel me on this issue, she said it's nothing wrong for him wanting to get to know me more, but her advice is: pray before I have any action on him....