Trip to Amarillo, TX

came back from TX yesterday nite...

so tired...it was my first time having a hard time falling asleep on the plane...alas, i still get some sleep eventually, but still...tired

I think it was the very first time I was alone in the United States...Yuk was with me on our 1st trip to WA even we hardly know anyone in this country

Amarillo seems to be smaller than I thought, which made me a little disappointed...but of coz I will still be grateful if I have a job here...coz I'm really unprepared for my interview, I can always do better than this. Why i haven't? my excuse is: I want to be myself, and my job does require me to be a real person, meeting people who's in need.

Who ever thought I will be driving someday? recall from mr. XBF, he thought I could never get a driver's license!!! but I did it and drove by myself to a place I have never been...and it turned out smooth, I managed myself well enough to go to places I need to go...on time!! yay for myself..."Kitty, you did a great job!!!" (please say it in an American way...haha)

I'm a little worry if I really have to accept this job offer, I started to apply for some other jobs once I got home...trying to hide?? but if it's what God plans for me, I will have to go!!! left everyone behind...?? but no one seems to take it as a big deal anyway...i'm half excited and half nervous about this adventure...my emotion is very complex now