Seriously...
this kind of thinking is always running in my mind...
"In which area am I really good at?"
I felt like i'm not great in anything,
but of coz i'm okay overall...
tried to list sth i did pretty good at:
-Sing
-Creativity
-Scrapbooking & Card making
-Photography
OK, i can't think of much more...
but seriously,
after all, that's all?
and how well i did on those things?
not really that good actually :(
oh my,
what am i gonna do with this?
or i should say what am i gonna do with this feeling?
i just read an intro of a book saying that...
you are not happy, you don't have a love life, not becoz of the fact that you are not pretty or you are fat, but becoz of the lack of confidence by feeling ugly or fat makes you fail
kinda true to me
where is my confidence?
seems like every time i find sth i did a good job at,
the next second i will find out more people did a better job than i do
that's very frustrating

2 Comments:
I think you have a big heart. That's one big good thing about you. Look at the number of girl scout cookies you bought!
I agree with you that you sing well and you are creative and artistic. :) I think you do those things much better than an average person. If you still think you're not as good as you would like, maybe you can consider seeking serious training to utilize your full potential. As the saying goes: 三分天才七分努力.
1:11 AM
BTW, I think you are very pretty. You may not qualify for the "standard" skinny crowd, but you are definitely very attractive as you are, actually much better looking than those skin and bone girls. I really do mean it. Unless you gained too many pounds since I last saw you...
1:18 AM
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