Contradictory

I was thinking if I should write my journals in English or Chinese?
It takes more time to write in Chinese but somehow reflect more about my true personality...but then no too many people will understand my stuff...

Do I really want people to read my journals and feel like naked afterwards? I dunno.

I guess I never be too true to myself either! Ha

p.s. haha, or maybe I can try writing in Spanish, practice my composition skills!