Amazing "Grace"

I'm so glad that I met this gal Grace from Malaysia during my stay in Japan. She is such a blessing to all of us here. As I wrote before, I was suffering from love poisoning, and I am praying for some advice...

So last nite, when I had the "last supper" with Grace (she is going home in malaysia =(), she told me her story with Josh...how God put two of them together...such an amazing story. Then I asked her if God "assigns" a guy for you, it will be smooth and easy? and she said yes and told me not to rely on my feelings as feelings would change, they would fade somehow. She makes me realize I really have to obey God in every way...even it may hurt, but Grace told me it will only last for a short period of time...

Then when I get back to the J house...i talked to Jessica Lee about my situation, and I am rite, she is the rite person to talk to...and I felt better after talking to her... Jessica asked why I think it's not God's will, but it was pretty obvioius that it was just my fantacy...=(

Now, I was just thinking, I can still tell him but of coz I have to stop thinking about him at the same time...will I be able to do it??