My liver and intestine are broken

Instead of saying the american way "my heart is broken", I said my liver and intestine are broken...i dun feel guilty by my action but apparently...feel awful...and sorry.

He sent me a voicemail on my bday...and so I sent him an e-mail back ending with "thanks for being such a good friend"....

Did I do it wrong??? I did prayed before sending it out...but his reply is like "knife stabbing into my heart"...i hope i get that wrong...and he's not feeling what I expect him to feel like...i just hope Jesus will help both of us go through this and so we can back to normal again.

In fact, in this situation, both of us get hurt, not only him....but somehow getting hurt is inevitable in one's life...i suppose...