Post #99

being silly serious 2

see what i did in class today....? from Diet Therapy FCS 363

Bowel movement
Eating disorder
Nausea and vomitting
Jaudice
Anemia
MNT (Medical Nutrition Therapy)
Inflammatory bowel syndrome
Neuropathy

sorry...no reward for those who know what's going on....hehe

My Oh My

Can you believe who IM me???
i can't believe plus don't want to admit that i'm so happy about it..dunno why!!!
i shouldn't~~!!!

"stupid"~!

yup!!! "so stupid" is my phrase that i always said...becoz apparently, it applies to me at any moment!

i just realize i can delete unwanted comments!! so i will switch my comment mode into "anyone can leave a comment"...sounds good?

but i think i'm not as stupid as someone who didn't know that digital pictures can be printed out...hehe...that's just hilarious

To C:

I changed my settings again...back to mode that all the registered users can leave comments...sorry about that coz 90% of my comments are ads....that pissed me off!!

but of coz you are more than welcome to leave me comments~~ =)

i'm being silly...see if you can tell here...HAHA

ben-to, ben-jo, bennett, bend it like beckham, benedict's solution, benethaimine penicillin, benzocaine, benzene, benzoic acid, bench, bend one's mind to, bend over, bend the rules, bender, benefit, benefaction, benevolence, benign, benzol, benumbed....and more

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~!
I love being silly! who will appreciate?

Dreaming again...hehe

Hello kitty diamond ring + HK flowers...will you marry him???

Apple X Hello Kitty= Kitty!

Just find out there is a blog site with Hello Kitty template....so CUTE!!!
so you can have your blog site as http://______.hellokitty.ne.jp
I want to move my blog there...but i dunno how to read those japanese and seems like it's not free!!! so just forget it lu~

I miss the Hello Kitty Apple collection...my sister bought me a green apple hello kitty pen ga when I was a freshmen in college...super cute...but i lost it~ =(

WANTED!!! Entertainment Version

Movies:

Cds:


And i'm going to watch "Lion King" musical next week~~~! Broadway ar~ 1st time ever!!

wanna go shopping~~!

beanie and scarf, alarm clock, lantern

rug, blanket, and pic frame

so many roxy stuff that I really want!

感動...

真正愛你的人做的事總會為你著想,
會顧及你的感受,
亦不管自己是否受了傷

謝謝你!

New Vocab:

Autism

朋友并唔可以用時間去衡量

有時候, 相識太久, 反而發覺自己對對方一點都不了解...

今日jess講到佢心情唔靚, '.'period時o個d hormone令到佢覺得自己好唔靚, 好肥, 又亂食野, 好同意, 好有同感呀!!!!

天下亦有朱古力都解決唔倒o既事!

仍是有點morose...
但還是交給神囉~

第一次在spokane領詩~!

感謝主! 今天是我第一次在spokane的fellowship裡面領詩~ 我真的很緊張, 仲差d唔記得帶歌詞, 歌詞亦唔夠用~ 雖然事先跟claire也有練習過, 但我地今日係冇用到琴咖! 我地遲左一個字左右, 仲要發現冇琴用, 所以都幾frustrated! 但好彩我都有帶cd back up...praise the lord! 我覺得自己唔知自己講緊咩, 大概佢地都冇幾多聽得明, 不過有聖靈帶領嘛~

今日的3首詩歌~
1. 我的上帝我的王: 係台語歌, 我只識唱幾句, 但我好鍾意!!! 係讚美的歌~
2. 你在我身旁 (now that you're near): 係本身英文歌改成中文歌詞, 仲有日文tim~ o係日本時學的, lee首歌比左好多感動我地一team人~
3. 主的恩典乃是一生之久: 今次唔唱"數算主恩", 但主題不變, 仍是要天天感謝神, 認知自己是多麼蒙福!

仲有要做報告, 有d亂, 但有神幫我"執手尾", thank you! =p

想哭

其實我有點想哭...

為什麼呢?? 讓自己難過是讓自己好過一點的辦法嗎?

又一次有感:

"為什麼我不是美女?"

還是只是其他的太美????!

My liver and intestine are broken

Instead of saying the american way "my heart is broken", I said my liver and intestine are broken...i dun feel guilty by my action but apparently...feel awful...and sorry.

He sent me a voicemail on my bday...and so I sent him an e-mail back ending with "thanks for being such a good friend"....

Did I do it wrong??? I did prayed before sending it out...but his reply is like "knife stabbing into my heart"...i hope i get that wrong...and he's not feeling what I expect him to feel like...i just hope Jesus will help both of us go through this and so we can back to normal again.

In fact, in this situation, both of us get hurt, not only him....but somehow getting hurt is inevitable in one's life...i suppose...

Happy Birthday A Mi

Thank you everyone!!! (dun list name la~)
Thanks for all the phone calls, gifts and wishes!!!!
I had a nice 21st Birthday~~~

p.s. wanna do sth wild...why? coz everyone is doing that and you only have 21st once...but can't convince myself to do sth that may potentially harmful to myself..=p

Am I making him painful?

I dunno!!
I love him....just as a brother in Christ, no more than that!! Even though I really appreciate his love for me...He came again...and gave me birthday present, but he said he came mainly for her sister's bday, that makes me feel better

but after telling Claire, what she said made me feel a little guilty. Seems like i'm trying to take advantage of him or something like that coz i never say "sorry we can only be friends" stuff like that...ai..i dunno ar...not like i'm afraid of losing his kindness to me, but i'm more afraid of losing the friendship (at my view u know) with him...

Mamie was trying to counsel me on this issue, she said it's nothing wrong for him wanting to get to know me more, but her advice is: pray before I have any action on him....

Hello Kitty and Dear Daniel

Um...people always jokes about my name by calling me "hello, Kitty!"...and i think it will cool if i met a guy called daniel and he becomes my bf!!!

but my elementary schoolmate daniel and I sort of called each other hello kitty and dear daniel now...even we are only friends!!! no more than that!!!

Cute those i guess~

When will i meet my "dear daniel" lei???
it's SUPER nice to be single, but i still "sum CC" want to date again actually...hehe

Nice Saturaday~!

Yeah...finally get done with all the hw, test, and presentation for this week!!! even I am going to have a test on friday, but i'm really relax now~~~ ^___^ oh and Tuesday, Katie C. and I am going to teach the 4th grade students using one of our lesson plans!! yay!!! our topic is "funky fruits", so i will give them a taste of star fruit, mango, lychee, and longan!!! Hope it will go well la~~

Currently i'm home alone, coz Claire is out in Pullman, joining the special fellowship there. I didn't go this time as I felt like I'm going back just becoz i want to meet friends but not really for the special fellowship~~~ plus i just want to take a rest staying home, clean up and do some hw. so i'm home now~

um...it's pretty funny, i am probably going to make my own birthday cake!!! initally Claire and I planned to invite these new people in our fellowship but both of us were so busy these 2 weeks, so the open house invitation postpone until now and Claire thought it may be nice to have it on my birthday so everyone can celebrate it with me....i feel kinda weird ga, coz i dun care if my birthday get celebrated, the sole purpose to invite the gals is just for a nice gathering and cook some home dishes for them coz many of them are new to US and they are homesick~~~

I tried a cake today with ice-cream in between, however the ice-cream melted really quick...so I FAILED!! hehe~! tomorrow i'm going to try making either the german chocolate cake or the mint chocolate cake~~~ hope it will trun out eatable la~~ but it's too weird for me to write "happy birthday to Kitty" on the cake la!!! so i am going to write "we love in Christ" instead i guess~

My car get towed not "偷"~~!

估唔到架車買左一個星期都冇(6日咋), 揸都未揸過, 就出事喇!!!! apartment office正衰人!!! 肯定係某d住客冇品, 覺得我泊左佢個車位啦~~~~ notice都冇就拖左我架車!!!!! 嚇死我呀, 返到屋企見唔倒架車!!!!

搞到我要比us$155去贖番我架dear daniel (jess叫我改名喎~), 仲要麻煩mike幫我揸番佢番去我apartment, 我冇牌唔揸得嘛~

Claire火都黎埋, 陪我去搵apartment office理論, 不過佢地講黎講去都係"3x屁"! 一味話我地錯, 但又唔認自己o既管理有問題! 係有d嬲+肉赤(大拿拿成千幾港幣咖), 但其實我內心一直都好平安~ 所以好感謝主~ claire為左安慰我, 特登請我食dinner~ (thx claire) 不過我地又試倒唔好食o既地方, 有時explore下d新restaurant就係lee度衰~!

我返家o既時候發現唔見dear daniel啦, 咁我去apartment office found out左dear daniel比拖車公司towed走左, 根住我就諗同claire講一定會嚇佢一跳, '.'佢會以為towed係偷! 佢係國語人嘛, 所以一路行番家都笑~

claire真係以為有人偷左dear daniel!!! 但如果係我仲點笑得落?!

hello kitty點可以冇左dear daniel??

"Towed" has the exact (99% la) same pronounciation as "stolen" in Mandarin~~~!

How do you benefit if you gain the whole world but lose you own soul in the process? Matt 16:26

what do you consider to be your greatest accomplishment?
When do are dead and gone what do you want to be remembered for?

Still remember that I wrote about I felt like I am such a small potato and what I am doing right now is insignificant...that makes me lost a lot of confidence in myself...

And on yesterday's Sunday worship, the pastor was talking about this issue, exactly what I am feeling!! God is so amazing, He told me what is going on thr the pastor~!

So pastor Mike pointed out that we have to first say goodbye to the SUCCESS SYNDROME. Having the desire to achieve the best occupies my mind for the past few months. I was so obessed about being successful in school, and thought about being influencial someday in my career...etc. I realized that I was living for myself, but not for God. I need to readjust myself a little bit on this.

recall a verse:
"His pleasure is not in the strength of the horse, nor his delight in the legs of a man; the LORD delights in those who fear him, who put their hope in his unfailing love." (Psalm 147:10-11)

I shared these 2 verses with my mom in the summer, and how stupid I forgot?? There is nothing wrong to be success, but being success should not be the goal of my life. As a christian, i should focus on earning eternal rewards from God, but not the praise, fame, money, success that the earth considered.

I trust that God will lead me! Do something to leave a lasting legacy!!!

The Best for me in Spokane

So far, I'm still not loving this new place...but the things I'm most grateful are:
1. My lovely roomate
Even we are different, but Claire is for sure the best roomate I've ever had.

2. Spokane Chinese Christian Fellowship
I like to be involved in the fellowship and "share in the love of Christ".
Even though some tears were dropped, but God makes me realized how precious I'm to my brothers and sister, and how nice that so many people do care and love me. =)

inspired by this...

賞賜的是耶和華，收取的是耶和華，耶和華的名是應當受稱頌的。(約伯記 1:21)

鬧情緒

最近唔知做乜鬼, 成日都好容易提唔起精神咁, 唔得集中,可能太累啦

最近好有感lee個語言障礙, o係spokane lee度只有英文同普通話, 我勁想返香港, 我會覺得自己有用d咖~

自從o個日o係wal-mart o既"驚驗"之後, 又成日諗起mr. XBF...今日搵信紙寫野比Daniel, 比我搵倒本2003年o既日記, lee本係我同佢"唔開心o既日記."..係差唔多第一次分開時開始寫的...

唉, 我讀o既時候都仲有唔開心, 亦覺得如果當初自己唔係咁....咁...咁...就好, 不過我當初唔係咁o既話, 我e加可能仲係一個好幼稚o既細路女, 以為真係戀愛大過天

Extremely in love with Coldplay

recently i'm just in love with the British band Coldplay...especially their old song "The Scientist"...after watching "wicker park"....life is full of coincidence...two loved ones part for two years and still cling to each other....

the lyrics are nice too..perfectly matched the movie.

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

no time to die

haven't posted anything for a while...have been crazily loaded with school works and other stuff...getting a little depressed and stress out... and also extremely home sick, just wanna go back to Hong Kong so everything will be easy...anyway, i'm feeling better so right now i'm writing my journal entry

too much feelings want to be written down, but not in that mood now.

good news for today: I bought a CAR!
next step: go to driving school-->get a driver's license-->drive!

Why you are everywhere?

分身術
作曲：徐繼宗填詞：黃偉文 編曲：唐奕聰 監製：舒文

一出街　能重遇你不禁心中暗喜
一轉身　為何又有一個分身的你
這裡有你　那裡有你每個途人亦似足從前的你
彷彿將　藏在下意識中黑盒揭起
鎖起的　舊愛記憶集體傾巢逃離
四百個你　八百個你企滿行人路裡　
步步露殺機

無謂太過　我欠你什麼這麼迫我
你不是那一天　已撇下我麼
還是我　被害後幻像太多

＊怎麼我眼內　人人像你　人人是你　
沿途萬里　完全被封鎖　
前方街角尚有幾多個　
徘徊著　未散的　靈魂在共我拍拖　
你的分身　怎麼緊貼著我　
到底真的假的經已混和
還是以前的事　不捨得的一個是我

小小的提示　亦會將你清楚記起
不小心　望見某君像你一堂濃眉
看進眼裡　也變作你陳年舊戲幕幕又揭起
無謂太過　我欠你什麼苦苦追我
你不是那一天　已撇下我麼
還是我　極念舊　後患太多

沒有人懲罰我　完全是我　難平復淒楚
憑空的塑造出幾千個徘徊著　未散的　靈魂在共我拍拖
那些追憶　本可一躍就過
我偏喜歡給它一再折磨
其實滿懷執著　不甘心的一個是我

this song reflects my feeling after my shopping trip in Wal-mart tonite...i felt scary too...and not ready

No more Complaints!!

thanks God! I learnt not to complain anymore as your blessings from God will be gone instantly if you do complain...just be grateful and walk in the path God prepared for us.

I read this biblical verse more than 3 times this week...Message from God...what a great treasure!!! "凡勞苦擔重擔的人、可以到我這裡來、我就使你們得安息。" "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." (King James) from Matthew 11:28...the first time was I quoted this scripture for a friend who is stress out..and then i was stress out a couple days ago...due to hw and test, God prepares this for me, so i lift things up to HIM again and now i'm relieved!! woo hoo!!!

p.s. surprised when others told me I seem worry free coz i come to Jesus. =)

8掛 vs 關心

8掛同關心只係一線之差?!
唔8又點知你有咩需要??

藉口?

Oc-tu-bre

1st day of October!!
wow...today was a busy day...i tried to get up early to finish the heart healthy brochure for the presentation, but obviously i didn't do it...i woke up late again and didn't have it done until almost 4!!! i was pissed!! ai...
then Claire, Lily, Wei Wei, chung Yin, Ryan, and I went to the Hockey game: Spokane Chiefs vs Tri-Cities Americans....ah..i thought host will go but can't contact them on time to figure out, maybe they did go, i just didn't meet them~
So sad ar...the Tri-cities Ams lost (1:4)!!! since it's a home game for the chiefs, i was scared to cheer for the Ams!!! sorry!!! Honestly i think the chiefs did pretty good, but i can't support them over the Ams ar!! next time la, when their players are something other than the Tri-cities~ hehe

I'm Learning...Part 2

How is it now have you moved on
And do you still think of me when I'm gone?
I think of you and
I just wonder where you are
And what thoughts are racing through your mind
Who are you holding now?
Oh I hope that you are happy now and
Someday I know I will be...