Better than other people doesn't mean I'm good

Am I being too harsh to myself sometime? or I should hurray for myself a little bit?? I just want to encourage myself to be better I guess...

Katie C was asking me if I am a perfectionist...ah...not even close...I'm pretty "ma fu" if you know me, I never keep my room clean for more than a week (rough guess)I answered her I am a 75% perfectionist...and that 75% is depends on what I am doing, I think I insist on artistic things more than anything else, coz I know I can do better.

Some little things that make me happy today...Katie C and I were in a BI (Behavior Impaired ) school and we were assigned to make the new food guide pyramid on the bulletin board, Katie immediately depended on me, I am glad that she trusted me and somehow it reflected that she agrees that I am better than her on this. I was a leader. Yay for myself.

But still...i'm not even close to good in using my creativity

The MyPyramid Bulletin Board (created on Sept 13)